In Cakes, Chocolate on May 19, 2011 at 5:51 pm
Much has happened these past months, from celebrating my fifteenth birthday to reacquainting myself with the familiar process of spending time baking each day. Seemingly, I’ve put my blog on hold, left it to rest on the back-burner for almost two months. But sitting patiently behind the backdrop of my blog, this post has been in the works for weeks. I visited it time and again, trying in vain to put my thoughts into words. With its stitched up sentences and half-formed ideas, it was a constant source of despair to me, a reminder of how long it had been since I last posted. I got caught up in believing that it was too late to write, and the thought dragged me in, a vacuum growing with each week that flew by.
I’ve returned in hopes of waking my dormant blog and fueling it with my words and thoughts once again. I’d like to tell you that the reason to my absence is due to a lack of time, and that I’m squeezing this post in between piles of unfinished work waiting to be completed, but that would be inaccurate: as time wore on and my work load receded, I feared that my will to write had as well. Because the truth is, I was just feeling lost. I tried getting to the heart of the matter to understand why I’ve kept my distance, but even now, back and typing out a post, the true reason eludes me. Read the rest of this entry »
In Chocolate, Frostings and Icings, Muffins and Cupcakes on August 22, 2010 at 7:59 am
It’s humid, hot, and the weather is practically unbearable. It’s summer!
For about a week now, I’ve been pet-sitting our neighbors’ two German Shepherd Labrador mixes . When I get up in the morning, the sky is a cloudless stretch of bright baby blue, and the trees just outside my bedroom are awake with the music of songbirds and the gentle swaying of the wind, weaving in and out of their deep emerald-green leaves. Seemingly, the weather is perfect. But once outside, I’ll be drenched in sweat without so much of a light breeze to cool me down. The dogs will be pulling on their leashes one minute, then suddenly jerking to a stop the next in hope of finding a morsel of food left behind on the dark gray pavement. And by the time the sun sets and it’s time for another walk, the weather will be no less hot than before. Read the rest of this entry »
In Chocolate, Frostings and Icings, Yeast Breads on August 12, 2010 at 5:35 pm
I haven’t lived nearly long enough to write of childhood, but in this case, I write with experience.
Since I was young, I’ve loved animals. My sister would volunteer to take the the nursery school’s rabbits home for Christmas vacation, then watch the teachers lock up her nursery classroom, leaving it too cold and lonely for two little bunnies to stay in. Once we took them home, I loved feeding them carrots through the wire bars of their enclosure, watching them nibble at them until only a few orange shreds were left. They liked mint leaves too, and I would give them each a few sprigs for a post-dinner snack.
When I was in elementary school, I harbored a scrawny, blind kitten, who was abandoned by its mother, and desperately hoped to revive it from its near state of death. I could not keep him inside, for our house cat, Snowball, disliked- no, abhorred, all other cats with such a strong passion she could probably set fire to a whole forest of trees. The kitten eventually died, to my great dismay, and I didn’t get over it very easily. Read the rest of this entry »
In Chocolate, Daring Bakers on June 27, 2010 at 11:57 pm
Before I started blogging, I would always turn to the same recipes when I was asked to bake something. The same chocolate cookies, the same lemon bars, and the same chocolate cupcakes. There was no doubt that theses recipes got worn out after some time, but they were “tried-and-true”, so I stuck with them. I hadn’t yet been exposed to the wonderful world of food blogs, bursting with recipes and creativity, so it was no surprise that the said recipes made a frequent appearance at our house. Eventually, I did tire of them, and I decided that it was time to thoroughly explore the “blogosphere” in hope that I would find new recipes to keep me busy.
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In Brownies and Bars, Chocolate on May 2, 2010 at 8:12 am
My computer bookmarks are a mess of food blogs. Whether the blog has great food photography, or whether the author has a unique writing style, I can’t seem to stop bookmarking new blogs almost every single day. If I am on a blog that has a link to another one, I have to go check it out. Yesterday while I was looking through them, searching for a quick recipe to try out in the few hours I had left of Saturday, I realized I had bookmarked one hundred blogs. Exactly one hundred.
Surprised, I decided to look through all of them, hoping to clean them up. I started looking through the first blog that I had bookmarked, quite some time ago. There were beautiful pictures and interesting recipes, but I had not looked through it in months. I contemplated deleting it, since I knew that I would not check it for weeks to come. But I had a sense of attachment to the blog. It was the first one I had bookmarked, the one that had started my obsession with baking. I couldn’t just delete it. I had the same argument for every blog I looked through. One had gorgeous pictures I could use as an inspiration, and the other had great recipes. I had no luck cleaning up my bookmarks. Read the rest of this entry »